This is something I’ve wanted to do for awhile. My high learning curve and IQ has made it possible for me to learn many things and I’ve accomplished a lot in comparison to the average person my age.
But when something doesn’t come to me instantly, I throw my hands up in frustration. I’m not used to being unable to learn things after just one reading or one video I get frustrated. I then bang away at the subject until I understand and if I don’t understand after that my self-esteem that is achingly low will perk up. You
- are not
good enough. You will never be.
My failing at life project one and this blog tapering off are signs of this. It is too hard, too ambitious and I will never be good enough.
So, to start over, I’m going to try and cultivate patience with myself.
Goal, set, match.